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Kuzhandai's journal.........
She speaks....
Created on 2005-01-17 11:03:08 (#5792444), last updated 2006-03-13
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| Name: | kuzhandai |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-06 |
On December 29th 2004, we got a positive on a home-pregnancy test.
I started this journal to keep track of this wonderful journey to parenthood...
(I had earlier started a journal while TTC, believing, rather naively, that we'd get pg in a month or two and 9 months later have a healthy baby. We were rudely awakened - since I went through the horrible experience of an m/c......
While last year is now gone, I continue to feel afraid because of what happened then. The m/c have robbed from me my ability to "enjoy" pregnancy. Heck, if I could just get through each day calmly, I'd be thankful. Each day moves on agonizingly slowly (at least this first trimester). This is a real test - for me to discipline my mind and stay calm. I am trying.......
Update: Currently in my third trimester....nothing like the fear I had in my first trimester....so far, feeling good. Getting tired easily.....but nothing big. I am not even showing *that* much! :)
I started this journal to keep track of this wonderful journey to parenthood...
(I had earlier started a journal while TTC, believing, rather naively, that we'd get pg in a month or two and 9 months later have a healthy baby. We were rudely awakened - since I went through the horrible experience of an m/c......
While last year is now gone, I continue to feel afraid because of what happened then. The m/c have robbed from me my ability to "enjoy" pregnancy. Heck, if I could just get through each day calmly, I'd be thankful. Each day moves on agonizingly slowly (at least this first trimester). This is a real test - for me to discipline my mind and stay calm. I am trying.......
Update: Currently in my third trimester....nothing like the fear I had in my first trimester....so far, feeling good. Getting tired easily.....but nothing big. I am not even showing *that* much! :)
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